Why I haven't been blogging much? Err... cos i haven't been thinking much. i've been letting the days pass by without much thinking... practically slacking.

Faith - being sure of what we hope for and what we do not see. How do we gain faith in an object or lose faith in it? How do we gain faith in a person and lose faith in him? The past few weeks have been a test of faith for me. And I'm ashamed to say that many times, logic and emotions cripple my faith. mayb it's just not strong enough. but neways it's a lesson learnt.

am reading this book on birth order, which says most first-borns are leaders and have initiative, middle-borns are good at negotiating and last-borns have 'baby' tendencies... rather true to some extent - interesting book... says also that entrepreneurs are usually middle-borns cos since birth they've been trained to negotiate to have their way over a domineering first-born and a pampered last-born. also says first-born tend to procrastinate cos they are reluctant to deal with failure.

many people ask why i haven't applied for to work for a wedding planner since i'm interested in becoming one. well maybe becos having a business seems to have always been a calling in my life. sorta always knew i wanted to own a business instead of wk for one. working for a monthly payslip, receiving orders from people somehow just isn't my cup of tea - and my experience has reinforced that belief. maybe entrepreneurship runs in the family but now this first-born has to stop procrastinating and start moving her heavy butt... okie off to collect my namecards now... ciao